I feel ready to go home now. We are actually leaving Damanhur and ending or international travels on Tuesday when we go to the east coast and I start Phase Walsh Family Vacation. This involves a week long vacation in the Outer Banks (OBX) with 28 of his family members!! I've heard good things so I think it will be a recreational blur of beach playing, ping pong, poker and plentiful interviews with all the cousins, parents, aunts and uncles. I'm actually really excited for this leg of my adventure.
It's also almost my birthday month!! I turn 27 on August 10th and have a good feeling about this change. It's like I've been playing checkers for all these years and I'm about to start playing chess. Or maybe I've been collecting seeds for a long time and now I'm finally going to plant some and really tend to them and see what grows. Yeah! That feels right.
I've been thinking a lot about what's next. (My future mind rules this brain most of the time, though Moments of Presence get sprinkled in there as well.) What do I care enough about so I can decide what type of garden I'm tending? Before I left on this adventure, I intentionally left behind all the odds and ends I had been juggling for so long to clear the way for what mystery is to come. When I return to California, what focus will I create? This speaks to the change of age I'm feeling. Focus is a key word. So is Courage. I am Ready to claim my power and trust my vision!! I am only just starting to see that I have enough vision to simply BEGIN! I think if I follow these first sparks of passion, more and more will emerge.